It's cloudy rather than sunny here today. I woke up with the same feeling I finally fell asleep with. It's this strange, on the edge of my seat, chest tightened, just want to hide kind of fear. Granted, I woke up every two hours after I fell asleep at 0400, so I didn't get a very productive sleep.

You know what scares me?

I've only had this feeling once before.

Then I found out why.

I have an appointment to get my hair cut later this afternoon. I considered canceling it, but I cannot let this deployment rule my life. I can't. Maybe a new 'do will make me feel a bit better.

10/5 Edit: DH just sent me a one line "I love you and miss you" type email, so he's ok. I still have the weird feeling though. I've talked to everyone in my immediate family, so I'm not sure what the deal is, unless it's pure paranoia.